my life story, day ten.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010    8:11 p.m.


Today was pretty good. Got progress reports, I'm doing good in all my classes, except math. But luckily the only bad grade I have in math is a test, so I can retake it, and if I make an a on the retake then it'll bring my grade up to an a.. (: I'm retaking it tomorrow or Thursday.. WISH ME LUCK! (: Not much going on other than that. Three more days until church camp with my best friend! Whoo! (: I can't wait. It's going to be so much fun. I'm trying to lose weight. Homecoming is coming up soon, and I want to actually look good in a dress. So I am eating salads for lunch, and working out everyday. I'm just hoping it works.. Well anyways, I gotta go take a shower, read, do some laundry, watch Teen Mom, and get to bed. Goodnight!

real eyes, realize, real lies. 

I love you.
Megan Taylor Jensen. 

my life story, day nine.

Monday, August 30, 2010    10:21 p.m.


So, today sucked. I haven't been getting very much sleep lately because I've been sick, so I was tired. Then I had a biology test today and I found out when I went to take it that I studied the wrong stuff. So I got 2 out of 5 questions right on that. Then in math I found out that I made a 50 on my first test, which brought my average in the class down to 69.. which means that if I dont bring that grade up to a 75 or higher really fast, I'll be stuck in freshman academy.. :/ So I'm doing all the study sessions that I can and on Thursday I'm going to retake the test. Hopefully I'll do WAYYYYY better than I did the first time. So I stayed after school today so I could go over the test with Mrs. Norris and I saw that I made some pretty stupid mistakes on the test, but I also didn't get alot of it. So hopefully staying for the study sessions will help alot. Other than the 69 in math I have all a's and b's in all of my classes. So I'm happy other than math.. I've realized lately how important school is to me. I need to do the absolute best I can in high school, try to get a HOPE scholarship, and get into the best college for me. I'm still thinking about what I want to do when I graduate... I have a passion for photography, so I would like to be a professional photographer, but I dont know.. I'm also thinking about being a teacher, doctor, or something.. I dont know. Its hard for me to make big decisions like this.. I've also decided that I really need to start saving for a car. I'll be 15 in December and I'll have my learners permit, then next December I'll be getting my drivers licence. So I want to be able to get a car when I get my drivers licence, but my mom said she's not buying me a car until graduation... so I'm going to start saving like now... Well anyways, I guess thats all I really have to say.. Goodnight. (:

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and  at times hard to handle. But, if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell can't handle me at my best. -Marilyn Monroe

I love you... 
Megan Taylor Jensen.

my life story, day eight.

Sunday, August 29, 2010   9:56 p.m.


Today was pretty good. (: Had fun with my best friend. Went to church. They did a really good sermon today. I've been feeling alot closer to God lately, since I've been going to church almost every Sunday. It makes me realize how much I really need Him. After church, we went to Cedar town to get Kristiena's hair done. It looks really good. She got it darker than usual and cut with layers. I like it alot. (: After that, we went to taco bell, then went to her Grandmothers and watched "I am Legend." Really good movie. (: Kristiena is in love with Will Smith, pretty soon I'm sure she'll own every movie he's in.. (: I decided what I'm getting her for her birthday, even though it's not until January. haha. I'm gonna but her a whole bunch of Will Smith stuff. (: I think that'll make her pretty happy. (: Well anyways, I'm tired. School tomorrow. And Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,and Friday. Then after school Friday its off to Tennessee for church camp with my best friend. (: Whooo! Well goodnight. (:

I want all of you forever, you and me, every day. - The Notebook.

I love you.  
Megan Taylor Jensen. 

 

my life story, day seven.

Saturday, August 28, 2010


Today was pretty good. Started off kinda rough, but got alot better as the day went by. Hung out with my best friend. (: Went to her horse show, her horse Buddy freaked out. Apparently he didn't want to ride today.. But she did really good. (: Sugar and Buddy both looked really pretty. After the horse show we went to Waffle House, thats always alot of fun. (: Then we went back to her Grandmothers and went to sleep. It was a pretty good day overall. I had fun. (:

Love the life you live, live the life you love. - Bob Marley

I love you. (:
Megan Taylor Jensen 

my life story, day six.

Thursday, August 26, 2010     10:44 p.m.


Okay, so I'm going to make this pretty fast, because I'm extremely tired, and I want to go to sleep. So today was alright. I have a sore throat and headache right now.. Tomorrow should be better. We're having our first pep rally, I have a drama meeting after school, and after the drama meeting I'm going to the football game with my best friend. (: Gonna have fun. Well I guess that's all. (: Goodnight.

Don't take life too seriously, nobody makes it out alive in the end anyways. 

I love you. 
Megan Taylor Jensen 

my life story, day five.

this is my life story, day four.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010           9:31 p.m.

So, I dont have very much to talk about today. School was alright, nothing special. Had to write my first essay this year for homework tonight. Boooooring.. I cant wait for Friday! I'm hoping I'll get to go to the Sequoyah vs. Creekview game.. Saturday I'm going to Kristiena's horse show.. should be fun. (: I'm really looking forward to homecoming. I think it'll be alot of fun. October 16th.. So, i got up way to late this morning. Almost missed the bus.. oops. Well, I'm really tired, so I guess im going to sleep. goodnight..

You'll never leave where you are, until you decide where you'd rather be.

I love you. 

Megan Taylor Jensen.

this is my life story, day three.

Monday, August 23, 2010 9:56 p.m.


So, I had a pretty good day today. My best friend had the tendency to constantly make me laugh. (: Biology was a lot of fun, we're doing a lab. I'm retarded when it comes to some things, as we figured out today. (: Drama was pretty interesting, as was the rest of the day, I guess. Right now in drama we're doing scenes, but today we had to go on stage and act like a character or celebrity, or something... and another person had to guess who you were by asking you questions. It was quite entertaining. (: So, I'm hoping tomorrow will be just as good as today. I'm actually really happy right now. I like it. So hopefully no one will ruin it for me, for a while. Today I also learned how interesting 15 to 20 minutes on a bus could be. hahaha. soo funny. Well, I dont really know what else to write, so goodnight. 

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me. 

I love you, more than you know. 
Megan Taylor Jensen..

this is my life story, day two.

Sunday, August 22, 2010      10:13 p.m. 


So, today was alright.. went by too fast. :/ I'm pretty confused about some things. I have a feeling I'm just gonna need to sit back and think and do what I can to get through this. People can be so complicated at times. Oh well.. I don't know exactly what I want right now. It's so hard to know what you want if you don't know who you are, and right now I don't know who I am. I'm trying my hardest to make good grades, become more organized, be a better friend, and find myself. It's hard. I have homework every night in pretty much all subjects, and I have tests/quizzes at least twice a week. High school is complicated, but it can also be fun. Having my best friend there with me every day makes it a lot easier and more fun. I'm so happy I get to spend my freshman year with all my friends.It scares me how fast the past 3 years have gone by. 3 more years, and we'll be seniors ready to graduate and move out on our own. Crazy, huh? Well anyways, I'm just gonna try and make the most of the next few days. Hopefully it'll get better fast.. 

Most things aren't better left unsaid, say what you feel, anybody that matters won't mind.

I love you.
-Megan Taylor Jensen.

this is my life story, day one.

Saturday, August 21, 2010       10:49 p.m.



So today was pretty good. I got up at 7 a.m. to get ready. We had to drop Preslie off with Granny at 10, then we had to drop Julia off at 1:30, and be at a baby shower at 3. The baby shower was fun. After the baby shower I had to babysit. It's Kellie's 40th birthday party so I watched Benjamin so they could throw her a party. Benjamin is so cute, he didn't cry the whole time.  I think he's actually getting used to me now. At about 9 Emory and Ricky came and got us and took us to the party so Benjamin could see everybody. It was cool. They rented the top of a barbecue joint in Alpharetta. I think everybody had fun. Well anyways, I'm starting to figure out some things lately. I'm so sick of people taking advantage of me to only get what they want from me and then leave me stranded by myself. I'm also tired of getting put down constantly. I hate when people take all their problems out on me and make me feel bad and like I can never do anything right. Lately it seems like I will never be able to do anything to make anyone happy. All I ever try to do is make them proud of me, but I guess it'll never work. I'm just going to stop caring and stop trying. I'm sick of trying to do whatever I can to make someone proud of me or make someone happy and then just get treated like nothing. I'm so sick of all your crap. Like, really. STOP. I'm also tired of being thrown to the side of the road. We were best friends and now your ditching me for her, every time I try to make plans with you. So thanks. I always get my hopes up for nothing. Nobody ever does what they say their going to do anymore. I know I'm not innocent and I am guilty of saying I'm going to do something and not doing it, but I try so hard. Everything I do is always wrong. I can never make you happy. Whatever. Well I guess I'm going to bed. Goodnight. 

"Don't stop dreaming, because there is nothing wrong with wanting more."

I love you. 
-Megan Taylor Jensen.<3