Day 2- letter to crush

Your exactly what I want. Funny. Your actuaully a good guy. You come from a good family and you have a good heart. That's what I want in a guy. And you have it all. But your not getting my hints.. At all. I guess guys notice everything but what's really noticeable? Doesn't really make since if you ask me, but whatever.. :) anyways I like you. You might know or you might not know... Blahh.. Oh well?

Love, Megan Taylor Jensen

30 day challenge

Talk to 3 new people each day.. Day 1- Meredith dayoub, Sydney gann, and amber luck. Day 2- lissa defrank, Riley Jenkins, Zoe green

Day three-

Day 1- letter to your best friend

Kristiena, you are the strongest person I know. You make everything seem so much easier. You have been there for me through everything. I have had the best times with you.
You are amazing. I am so happy that I have you as a best friend. I definitely couldn't ask for anyone better.I know there have been times when I wasn't a very good friend but you forgave me, and I am so thankful you did. I couldn't live with myself if I lost you. You are the best friend I have had. Literally. Thank you for being there for me and actually caring. I love you. :)

To daddy..

I miss you like crazy.. I can't stand not seeing you and barely ever hearing from you. I miss the fun we used to have together. You don't understand how hArd it is going through life without you.. It gets harder and harder every day and every year. I need you. I hate that you live so far away. I hate the feeling of not having you around and not seeing you for years and not talking to you for weeks. I don't know whAt else to say.. Daddy come back. Come back to Georgia.. I need you just as much as haley does. I don't like when everybody says Haley needs you. I need you too. Don't you know that? Don't you know that I miss you? That I need my dad around? Just because I have a stable mom that's not a physco doesn't mean I'm okay without my dad.. I'm not okay.. I won't be okay without you.. I wish there was a way to tell you this.. I love you daddy.

Letter to Kristiena's Grandparents....

Dear Kristiena's Grandparents,

                                              I just wanted to let you know that I'm very appreciative for everything you've done. For taking me to church, LIFE, Myrtle Beach, Church Camp, everything. I know sometimes it seems like I'm not very appreciative for the things you've done and for the things I have but I am.. Sometimes I just forget to show it. Kristiena is very very lucky to have such great grandparents. And I know that she looks up to you for everything. You are are awesome people, and great role models. Thank you for everything! Merry Christmas!


                                                                      -Megan Jensen

TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY! :)

So yeah, im fifteen today. (: yayyy. haha. ive had a pretty good day. would be better if i got to spend my day with the rest of my family and my best friend.. but oh welll. (: this year has gone by reallllly fast. i cant believe 2011 will be here in like a week or 2. its crazy.. time really flies. i get to get my learners on monday! im reallllly excited. (: im doing alot of cooking tonight. ha. well thats all, i guess. <3


-Megan Taylor Jensen

am not the kind of girl,

Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,
So don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, "Speak now,"


And you say,
"Let's run away now,
I'll meet you when I'm out of my tux at the back door,
Baby, I didn't say my vows,
So glad you were around when they said, "Speak now,"

livin' the good life. :)

So, yesterday we got early release for finals. I wasn't feeling too good so I just kind laid around all day.. Last night the weather was horrible. It started out with snow, then turned into rain, then turned into sleet and freezing rain. The roads got really iced over and they had to close a bunch of roads because they got so bad. Their was over 100 accidents in Cherokee County alone. My mom slid off the road on her way to Grandmother's to pick me and Preslie up. She finally got to Grandmother's and decided that the roads were WAY too bad to drive on and that we would have to stay at Grandmothers, but Julia was at home by herself and there was no way to get to her. So my mom called Julia's friend Sydney to see if she could go over there and stay the night until we could get home. School's closed. Obviously.. Anyways this morning the roads were better and there wasn't very much ice left. When we got home we finished cleaning the house. My birthday party is tomorrow so my mom said the house has to be spotless. We cleaned EVERYTHING. I feel productive. (: I got my whole room cleaned out, it looks so much better. Anyways, tomorrow is going to be a really good day, I have my lit final and then I get early release at 10, then around like 5 or so everybody's going to come over. We're going to have a movie marathon, play games, and hang out. Should be alot of fun. (: I'm glad I get to hang out with all my friends for my birthday. Thursday is my birthday, and I get to go get my LEARNERS PERMIT. (: WHOOO. I'm excited. Then Saturday is Christmas. (: I'm sooo glad we get two weeks off for Christmas. Its a MUCH needed break. I'm hoping to have some fun with my friends. (: 


& in the end everybody turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become. <3


-Megan Taylor Jensen

I HATE BIOLOGY.

So, tonight I figured out how much I really HATE biology. I have no interest in it what so ever and I don't get it at all. I have my biology and health finals tomorrow and I'm not doing too well with biology.I'm soo stressed out. I dont feel good, I'm EXTREMELY tired, and I CANNOT fail these finals. If I fail any of the finals, I dont get credit for the class. Luckily, since I've only missed 2 days this year, I get 10 points added to each final, so HOPEFULLY that will help me out. Well, I'm really tired, so I'm gonna go to bed, WISH ME LUCK! 

-Megan Taylor Jensen

Some people do things to completely screw up their life. Why? They have nothing better to do? Its sad. I wish they had someone that could lead them in the right direction. Pull them away from the drugs, the cigarettes, the alcohol, the sex, all the stuff that ruins your life, possibly the first time you ever even try it. I mean you could have so much better. Why risk your life for something like that? I dont understand some people and their decisions.. I just wish doing the right thing was easier and that I could help. 

What I want to do with my life.

I want a challenge. I'm tired of the same thing. I want to make all a's on my report cards. I want to have a hobby. I want to have something to look forward to doing. I want to be able to work myself and to be able to take AP/honors classes starting next year. I'm tired of the "average" life. I want to live it up to the fullest. I want a job. I want to become more independent. I want to take piano and guitar lessons. I want to try out for plays and get into acting. I want to give everything I do my best. I'm tired of being the only one that doesn't have something to do all the time. I want something to put on my college application that's going to make colleges think "wow, she really has her stuff together and is really focused." I want to know what career I want. I want to find the college that's right for me. I want to get all my stuff together. I want my friends to be more confident in me. I want my family to have something that makes them proud of me. All I want is to make them proud. I want something to do in life thats going to get me somewhere. I want to be productive, but have the best time of my life. I want high school to be an amazing experience. I want to share it with my best friend. I want to become closer with the ones I love. I want to learn more about them, and myself. I want them to learn more about me. I want everything to fall together and for everything to make sense. I want to make a difference.

my life story, day twelve.

Monday, September 13, 2010


So, I haven't been on here in a while. I haven't been home very much lately. I've been thinking alot the past few weeks. About me. About life. About God. About love. About friendship. About everything. I've figured out who's really gonna be there for me in the long run. I've figured out who to really trust, and who to not trust.I've been going to church every Sunday, and now I'm going to Life every Wednesday night and Sunday School Sunday morning. I've become so much closer to God.I'm also trying to read the Bible.I want to know more about God, and how our life was created, and how to live by God's rules. I've also become closer to my best friend lately. I feel like she's gotten to know me better and I've gotten to know her better. She helps me so much. I honestly don't know where I'd be without her. I wouldn't be in church. And I definatly wouldn't be the person I am today. I am so thankful to have her and her family to take me to church or to be on my side when I'm lost and need someone to lean on. I've realized that right now I couldn't be happier.And its all thanks to Kristiena Shafer, Alex Allen, God, and other people that have had a huge impact on my life lately. Thank you! I dont really know what else to say.

Cherish yesterday, Live today, Dream tomorrow. 

I love you. 
Megan Taylor Jensen.

my life story, day thirteen.

Tuesday, August 7, 2010    6:45 p.m. 


So today went by pretty smoothly. Pretty boring though. I've been reading alot lately. I finished "Speak" last night, now I'm reading "What my mother doesn't know", then I'm reading "One of those stupid books where the mother dies", then I'm reading "Charlie St. Cloud", then I'm reading "Twisted", then I'm reading "The Last Song", then I'm reading the "Pretty Little Liars" series. I feel like a nerd. Ha. My mom and I are doing the weight watchers program. I want to lose 20 pounds. Weight Watchers is a program that helps you watch how much you're eating and helps you eat healthier. I feel proud of myself. (: Anyways, I'm gonna go finish my book and get some stuff done. Goodnight. (:

It's about love. It's about compassion. It's about kindness and faith. It has nothing to do with luck. You get what you give, so give good.

I love you. 
Megan Taylor Jensen

My Goals..

1. Read the whole Bible.
2. Go to church every Sunday
3. Lose 20 pounds
4. Clean room
5. Sell stuff I dont use
6. Save $200
7. make all a's on report card
8. be saved
9. cut out all sodas 
10. drink at least 5 waters a day
11. become closer to God
12. pray every night
13. read a book a week

my life story, day twelve.

Monday, September 6, 2010   4:53 p.m.


So for the past five days I've been pretty busy. Friday I left for Church camp in Tennessee. It was so much fun. We got there pretty late, so we didn't do much. Saturday, we went to the pool, hung out in the hot tub, and hung out with Kevin. It was fun. (: Sunday was amazing. We went to the morning devotion,ate, and sat there until devotion started. Kevin got saved. I think it was the most amazing thing I've ever seen. It was so inspiring. While doing the devotion the guy doing the testimony said something that really touched me and made me think really hard. He said "There are only two kinds of people, people that have been saved and people that have not been saved. No matter how many good things you've done, when your times up if you haven't been saved, your going to hell." After devotion I couldn't stop thinking about what he said. I haven't been saved. And I really want to be. God is the most amazing thing in my life. He is the only one I can look up to for help 24/7. So I decided after talking to my dad about this that I want to read the bible. I want to go to church every Sunday. And I want to be saved. So, Im doing it. And I am so happy that my dad is here to support me and is willing to answer any questions I have about God and the Bible. Anyways, I'm going to get started on my goals. I'll make a list of them and put them on here. 

Only God can judge me.  

I love you.
Megan Taylor Jensen 

my life story, day eleven..

Wednesday, September 1, 2010   9:21 p.m. 


So, today was alright.. Nothing special.. I pretty much went to all my classes, did all my work, sat there until the bell rang, went to the next class, did the same, went to lunch, ate, went to the court yard, went to math, went to drama, went to the drama club meeting, went upstairs and retook my math test. GUESS WHAT I MADE? 92! I am so happy. (: Well anyways, thats about all that happened today. I'm bored. I think I'm going to read for like 15 minutes and go to bed. Goodnight.

I know you well enough, to know you never loved me.

I love you. 
Megan Taylor Jensen.

my life story, day ten.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010    8:11 p.m.


Today was pretty good. Got progress reports, I'm doing good in all my classes, except math. But luckily the only bad grade I have in math is a test, so I can retake it, and if I make an a on the retake then it'll bring my grade up to an a.. (: I'm retaking it tomorrow or Thursday.. WISH ME LUCK! (: Not much going on other than that. Three more days until church camp with my best friend! Whoo! (: I can't wait. It's going to be so much fun. I'm trying to lose weight. Homecoming is coming up soon, and I want to actually look good in a dress. So I am eating salads for lunch, and working out everyday. I'm just hoping it works.. Well anyways, I gotta go take a shower, read, do some laundry, watch Teen Mom, and get to bed. Goodnight!

real eyes, realize, real lies. 

I love you.
Megan Taylor Jensen. 

my life story, day nine.

Monday, August 30, 2010    10:21 p.m.


So, today sucked. I haven't been getting very much sleep lately because I've been sick, so I was tired. Then I had a biology test today and I found out when I went to take it that I studied the wrong stuff. So I got 2 out of 5 questions right on that. Then in math I found out that I made a 50 on my first test, which brought my average in the class down to 69.. which means that if I dont bring that grade up to a 75 or higher really fast, I'll be stuck in freshman academy.. :/ So I'm doing all the study sessions that I can and on Thursday I'm going to retake the test. Hopefully I'll do WAYYYYY better than I did the first time. So I stayed after school today so I could go over the test with Mrs. Norris and I saw that I made some pretty stupid mistakes on the test, but I also didn't get alot of it. So hopefully staying for the study sessions will help alot. Other than the 69 in math I have all a's and b's in all of my classes. So I'm happy other than math.. I've realized lately how important school is to me. I need to do the absolute best I can in high school, try to get a HOPE scholarship, and get into the best college for me. I'm still thinking about what I want to do when I graduate... I have a passion for photography, so I would like to be a professional photographer, but I dont know.. I'm also thinking about being a teacher, doctor, or something.. I dont know. Its hard for me to make big decisions like this.. I've also decided that I really need to start saving for a car. I'll be 15 in December and I'll have my learners permit, then next December I'll be getting my drivers licence. So I want to be able to get a car when I get my drivers licence, but my mom said she's not buying me a car until graduation... so I'm going to start saving like now... Well anyways, I guess thats all I really have to say.. Goodnight. (:

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and  at times hard to handle. But, if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell can't handle me at my best. -Marilyn Monroe

I love you... 
Megan Taylor Jensen.

my life story, day eight.

Sunday, August 29, 2010   9:56 p.m.


Today was pretty good. (: Had fun with my best friend. Went to church. They did a really good sermon today. I've been feeling alot closer to God lately, since I've been going to church almost every Sunday. It makes me realize how much I really need Him. After church, we went to Cedar town to get Kristiena's hair done. It looks really good. She got it darker than usual and cut with layers. I like it alot. (: After that, we went to taco bell, then went to her Grandmothers and watched "I am Legend." Really good movie. (: Kristiena is in love with Will Smith, pretty soon I'm sure she'll own every movie he's in.. (: I decided what I'm getting her for her birthday, even though it's not until January. haha. I'm gonna but her a whole bunch of Will Smith stuff. (: I think that'll make her pretty happy. (: Well anyways, I'm tired. School tomorrow. And Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,and Friday. Then after school Friday its off to Tennessee for church camp with my best friend. (: Whooo! Well goodnight. (:

I want all of you forever, you and me, every day. - The Notebook.

I love you.  
Megan Taylor Jensen. 

 

my life story, day seven.

Saturday, August 28, 2010


Today was pretty good. Started off kinda rough, but got alot better as the day went by. Hung out with my best friend. (: Went to her horse show, her horse Buddy freaked out. Apparently he didn't want to ride today.. But she did really good. (: Sugar and Buddy both looked really pretty. After the horse show we went to Waffle House, thats always alot of fun. (: Then we went back to her Grandmothers and went to sleep. It was a pretty good day overall. I had fun. (:

Love the life you live, live the life you love. - Bob Marley

I love you. (:
Megan Taylor Jensen 

my life story, day six.

Thursday, August 26, 2010     10:44 p.m.


Okay, so I'm going to make this pretty fast, because I'm extremely tired, and I want to go to sleep. So today was alright. I have a sore throat and headache right now.. Tomorrow should be better. We're having our first pep rally, I have a drama meeting after school, and after the drama meeting I'm going to the football game with my best friend. (: Gonna have fun. Well I guess that's all. (: Goodnight.

Don't take life too seriously, nobody makes it out alive in the end anyways. 

I love you. 
Megan Taylor Jensen 

my life story, day five.

this is my life story, day four.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010           9:31 p.m.

So, I dont have very much to talk about today. School was alright, nothing special. Had to write my first essay this year for homework tonight. Boooooring.. I cant wait for Friday! I'm hoping I'll get to go to the Sequoyah vs. Creekview game.. Saturday I'm going to Kristiena's horse show.. should be fun. (: I'm really looking forward to homecoming. I think it'll be alot of fun. October 16th.. So, i got up way to late this morning. Almost missed the bus.. oops. Well, I'm really tired, so I guess im going to sleep. goodnight..

You'll never leave where you are, until you decide where you'd rather be.

I love you. 

Megan Taylor Jensen.

this is my life story, day three.

Monday, August 23, 2010 9:56 p.m.


So, I had a pretty good day today. My best friend had the tendency to constantly make me laugh. (: Biology was a lot of fun, we're doing a lab. I'm retarded when it comes to some things, as we figured out today. (: Drama was pretty interesting, as was the rest of the day, I guess. Right now in drama we're doing scenes, but today we had to go on stage and act like a character or celebrity, or something... and another person had to guess who you were by asking you questions. It was quite entertaining. (: So, I'm hoping tomorrow will be just as good as today. I'm actually really happy right now. I like it. So hopefully no one will ruin it for me, for a while. Today I also learned how interesting 15 to 20 minutes on a bus could be. hahaha. soo funny. Well, I dont really know what else to write, so goodnight. 

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me. 

I love you, more than you know. 
Megan Taylor Jensen..

this is my life story, day two.

Sunday, August 22, 2010      10:13 p.m. 


So, today was alright.. went by too fast. :/ I'm pretty confused about some things. I have a feeling I'm just gonna need to sit back and think and do what I can to get through this. People can be so complicated at times. Oh well.. I don't know exactly what I want right now. It's so hard to know what you want if you don't know who you are, and right now I don't know who I am. I'm trying my hardest to make good grades, become more organized, be a better friend, and find myself. It's hard. I have homework every night in pretty much all subjects, and I have tests/quizzes at least twice a week. High school is complicated, but it can also be fun. Having my best friend there with me every day makes it a lot easier and more fun. I'm so happy I get to spend my freshman year with all my friends.It scares me how fast the past 3 years have gone by. 3 more years, and we'll be seniors ready to graduate and move out on our own. Crazy, huh? Well anyways, I'm just gonna try and make the most of the next few days. Hopefully it'll get better fast.. 

Most things aren't better left unsaid, say what you feel, anybody that matters won't mind.

I love you.
-Megan Taylor Jensen.

this is my life story, day one.

Saturday, August 21, 2010       10:49 p.m.



So today was pretty good. I got up at 7 a.m. to get ready. We had to drop Preslie off with Granny at 10, then we had to drop Julia off at 1:30, and be at a baby shower at 3. The baby shower was fun. After the baby shower I had to babysit. It's Kellie's 40th birthday party so I watched Benjamin so they could throw her a party. Benjamin is so cute, he didn't cry the whole time.  I think he's actually getting used to me now. At about 9 Emory and Ricky came and got us and took us to the party so Benjamin could see everybody. It was cool. They rented the top of a barbecue joint in Alpharetta. I think everybody had fun. Well anyways, I'm starting to figure out some things lately. I'm so sick of people taking advantage of me to only get what they want from me and then leave me stranded by myself. I'm also tired of getting put down constantly. I hate when people take all their problems out on me and make me feel bad and like I can never do anything right. Lately it seems like I will never be able to do anything to make anyone happy. All I ever try to do is make them proud of me, but I guess it'll never work. I'm just going to stop caring and stop trying. I'm sick of trying to do whatever I can to make someone proud of me or make someone happy and then just get treated like nothing. I'm so sick of all your crap. Like, really. STOP. I'm also tired of being thrown to the side of the road. We were best friends and now your ditching me for her, every time I try to make plans with you. So thanks. I always get my hopes up for nothing. Nobody ever does what they say their going to do anymore. I know I'm not innocent and I am guilty of saying I'm going to do something and not doing it, but I try so hard. Everything I do is always wrong. I can never make you happy. Whatever. Well I guess I'm going to bed. Goodnight. 

"Don't stop dreaming, because there is nothing wrong with wanting more."

I love you. 
-Megan Taylor Jensen.<3

Blah, Blah, Blah..

So, I'm pretty bored right now. Today's been one of those days that I lay in bed all day and do pretty much nothing. I've been watching "True Blood" lately. Right now I'm trying to get caught up the the 3 season.. That's all I've done all day. I need something exciting to do. I have no excitement in my life right now and its getting to the point where its driving me crazy!

http://www.tv-dome.net/true-blood-season-2-episode-3/

Celebrity life..

People are always gossiping about celebrities. A famous person can't get married, have a baby, or even go shopping without paparazzi surrounding them. I mean think about it. Wouldn't you be annoyed having somebody follow you around wherever you go, taking pictures and making up stories about your life. Being famous means having your face in the magazine ALL THE TIME. You have no privacy whatsoever. Everything you do is talked about all around the world. And, seriously, they're just people like you and I, you don't have to make a big deal out of the things they do.

LIFE..

sometimes life can be a pain. school, parents, drama; stuff just gets in the way. you just have to keep your head up and look at the positive things in life. Just remember God is always there for you, he tops everyone. he can help you more than anybody else. you just have to believe.

summerrr.

So this summer has been fun and boring. I miss my best friend, A LOT. I've been out of town for almost 2 weeks now and to make the matter worse, I'm in a no service zone. I've been pretty lonely without her. I'm going home tomorrow, but she's busy for the next few days. Hopefully we can work something out..