Day 2- letter to crush

Your exactly what I want. Funny. Your actuaully a good guy. You come from a good family and you have a good heart. That's what I want in a guy. And you have it all. But your not getting my hints.. At all. I guess guys notice everything but what's really noticeable? Doesn't really make since if you ask me, but whatever.. :) anyways I like you. You might know or you might not know... Blahh.. Oh well?

Love, Megan Taylor Jensen

30 day challenge

Talk to 3 new people each day.. Day 1- Meredith dayoub, Sydney gann, and amber luck. Day 2- lissa defrank, Riley Jenkins, Zoe green

Day three-

Day 1- letter to your best friend

Kristiena, you are the strongest person I know. You make everything seem so much easier. You have been there for me through everything. I have had the best times with you.
You are amazing. I am so happy that I have you as a best friend. I definitely couldn't ask for anyone better.I know there have been times when I wasn't a very good friend but you forgave me, and I am so thankful you did. I couldn't live with myself if I lost you. You are the best friend I have had. Literally. Thank you for being there for me and actually caring. I love you. :)

To daddy..

I miss you like crazy.. I can't stand not seeing you and barely ever hearing from you. I miss the fun we used to have together. You don't understand how hArd it is going through life without you.. It gets harder and harder every day and every year. I need you. I hate that you live so far away. I hate the feeling of not having you around and not seeing you for years and not talking to you for weeks. I don't know whAt else to say.. Daddy come back. Come back to Georgia.. I need you just as much as haley does. I don't like when everybody says Haley needs you. I need you too. Don't you know that? Don't you know that I miss you? That I need my dad around? Just because I have a stable mom that's not a physco doesn't mean I'm okay without my dad.. I'm not okay.. I won't be okay without you.. I wish there was a way to tell you this.. I love you daddy.

Letter to Kristiena's Grandparents....

Dear Kristiena's Grandparents,

                                              I just wanted to let you know that I'm very appreciative for everything you've done. For taking me to church, LIFE, Myrtle Beach, Church Camp, everything. I know sometimes it seems like I'm not very appreciative for the things you've done and for the things I have but I am.. Sometimes I just forget to show it. Kristiena is very very lucky to have such great grandparents. And I know that she looks up to you for everything. You are are awesome people, and great role models. Thank you for everything! Merry Christmas!


                                                                      -Megan Jensen

TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY! :)

So yeah, im fifteen today. (: yayyy. haha. ive had a pretty good day. would be better if i got to spend my day with the rest of my family and my best friend.. but oh welll. (: this year has gone by reallllly fast. i cant believe 2011 will be here in like a week or 2. its crazy.. time really flies. i get to get my learners on monday! im reallllly excited. (: im doing alot of cooking tonight. ha. well thats all, i guess. <3


-Megan Taylor Jensen

am not the kind of girl,

Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,
So don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, "Speak now,"


And you say,
"Let's run away now,
I'll meet you when I'm out of my tux at the back door,
Baby, I didn't say my vows,
So glad you were around when they said, "Speak now,"

livin' the good life. :)

So, yesterday we got early release for finals. I wasn't feeling too good so I just kind laid around all day.. Last night the weather was horrible. It started out with snow, then turned into rain, then turned into sleet and freezing rain. The roads got really iced over and they had to close a bunch of roads because they got so bad. Their was over 100 accidents in Cherokee County alone. My mom slid off the road on her way to Grandmother's to pick me and Preslie up. She finally got to Grandmother's and decided that the roads were WAY too bad to drive on and that we would have to stay at Grandmothers, but Julia was at home by herself and there was no way to get to her. So my mom called Julia's friend Sydney to see if she could go over there and stay the night until we could get home. School's closed. Obviously.. Anyways this morning the roads were better and there wasn't very much ice left. When we got home we finished cleaning the house. My birthday party is tomorrow so my mom said the house has to be spotless. We cleaned EVERYTHING. I feel productive. (: I got my whole room cleaned out, it looks so much better. Anyways, tomorrow is going to be a really good day, I have my lit final and then I get early release at 10, then around like 5 or so everybody's going to come over. We're going to have a movie marathon, play games, and hang out. Should be alot of fun. (: I'm glad I get to hang out with all my friends for my birthday. Thursday is my birthday, and I get to go get my LEARNERS PERMIT. (: WHOOO. I'm excited. Then Saturday is Christmas. (: I'm sooo glad we get two weeks off for Christmas. Its a MUCH needed break. I'm hoping to have some fun with my friends. (: 


& in the end everybody turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become. <3


-Megan Taylor Jensen

I HATE BIOLOGY.

So, tonight I figured out how much I really HATE biology. I have no interest in it what so ever and I don't get it at all. I have my biology and health finals tomorrow and I'm not doing too well with biology.I'm soo stressed out. I dont feel good, I'm EXTREMELY tired, and I CANNOT fail these finals. If I fail any of the finals, I dont get credit for the class. Luckily, since I've only missed 2 days this year, I get 10 points added to each final, so HOPEFULLY that will help me out. Well, I'm really tired, so I'm gonna go to bed, WISH ME LUCK! 

-Megan Taylor Jensen

Some people do things to completely screw up their life. Why? They have nothing better to do? Its sad. I wish they had someone that could lead them in the right direction. Pull them away from the drugs, the cigarettes, the alcohol, the sex, all the stuff that ruins your life, possibly the first time you ever even try it. I mean you could have so much better. Why risk your life for something like that? I dont understand some people and their decisions.. I just wish doing the right thing was easier and that I could help. 

What I want to do with my life.

I want a challenge. I'm tired of the same thing. I want to make all a's on my report cards. I want to have a hobby. I want to have something to look forward to doing. I want to be able to work myself and to be able to take AP/honors classes starting next year. I'm tired of the "average" life. I want to live it up to the fullest. I want a job. I want to become more independent. I want to take piano and guitar lessons. I want to try out for plays and get into acting. I want to give everything I do my best. I'm tired of being the only one that doesn't have something to do all the time. I want something to put on my college application that's going to make colleges think "wow, she really has her stuff together and is really focused." I want to know what career I want. I want to find the college that's right for me. I want to get all my stuff together. I want my friends to be more confident in me. I want my family to have something that makes them proud of me. All I want is to make them proud. I want something to do in life thats going to get me somewhere. I want to be productive, but have the best time of my life. I want high school to be an amazing experience. I want to share it with my best friend. I want to become closer with the ones I love. I want to learn more about them, and myself. I want them to learn more about me. I want everything to fall together and for everything to make sense. I want to make a difference.